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Essential Stories: Antoinette J. Pusateri

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Antoinette J. Pusateri, MD
PGY-3 Department of Internal Medicine
President, Gold Humanism Honor Society Resident Chapter
OSU College of Medicine

#thisisourshot

“I want to tell and elevate our stories. Explain what our role is. Where we fit into this pandemic.”—Antoinette Pusateri, M.D., 3rd Year Internal Medicine Resident, The Ohio State University.

That is what Antoinette Pusateri said to the interviewer when asked about her #thisisourshot series on The Ohio State Internal Medicine Instagram account offering interviews, photos, and vignettes featuring the residents and their daily lives at the Ohio State University Hospitals.

The hashtag title is borrowed from the HAMILTON song, “My Shot.” The musical, according to Lin-Manuel Miranda, is about the fact that we only have one shot at life and everyone has something very important they can contribute and that path contains obstacles and setbacks.

I am not throwin’ away my shot
Hey yo, I’m just like my country
I’m young, scrappy and hungry
And I’m not throwin’ away my shot.” (Hamilton, “My Shot”, lyrics continue…)

Antoinette completed four episodes for the Instagram page that she was very excited about. “The residents just received their COVID vaccines and the interviews are raw and real. Two of them are a couple who are on the frontlines, one OBGYN and the other one Internal Medicine. They talk about how they help each other through,” Antoinette said. Another advantage of the popular Instagram site is to clear up misunderstandings about what residents actually do.

The interest in storytelling, narrative medicine, and broadcast journalism started with her parents, both high school teachers/coaches. “They emphasized the importance of the arts and I dabbled in everything. It was all about storytelling. When I was in high school I took an art history course in which our teacher Mrs. Rothwell offered insights into storytelling from unique perspectives,” explained Antoinette.

“Medicine IS a combination of science and the arts,” Antoinette believes, “and we are so lucky at OSU that art, professionalism, and humanism are all pillars of our medical curriculum.”

Having this art outlet via Instagram has been a boon to Antoinette’s own resilience. She said, “In February 2020, I was finishing the cardiac intensive care night team rotation working 80 hours a week. It was the hardest rotation, I thought, at the time. But then a number of us were headed out to breakfast and we glanced at the TV on our way out. That’s when we first heard about the Coronavirus. My biggest challenge was actually yet to come.”

Every burden, every disadvantage
I have learned to manage. I don’t have a gun to brandish
I walk these streets famished
The plan is to fan this spark into a flame

Antoinette has been on the frontlines of COVID19 pandemic and saw how the most vulnerable among us became its first victims. The murder of George Floyd ignited Antoinette’s outrage. She co-founded the “IDEA (Inclusion Diversity Equity and Advocacy) Council”, an organization of OSU residents and fellows dedicated to addressing racial and gender disparities in medicine for patients and colleagues alike, so that people from all backgrounds feel included, respected, and celebrated.

Don’t be shocked when your history book mentions me
I will lay down my life if it sets us free
Eventually, you’ll see my ascendancy.

She feels the fatigue from her work with COVID patients but her concern is for others too. Her spiritual life anchors her and she makes kindness gestures such as her work with the Gold Humanism Honor Society during the holidays.

“My moral compass, developed through my faith and education, has always led me in a direction of pursuing works that inspire and create social equity and justice,” Antoinette said. “In every phase of my life, as I learn more about history, injustices, and the world around me, my first priority is to work with others to be the change we seek. While we cannot change the world, we can change one person’s world.

“Being on the frontlines of the COVID19 pandemic plus witnessing the racial injustices and imbalances of the underserved, my residency includes social justice initiatives.”

I gotta holler just to be heard
With every word, I drop knowledge

“Here in the COVID and national crisis, it’s like we are all in a big ocean storm with high waves,” she said, “and I cannot see the others and whether they are sinking or swimming but I keep swimming and reaching out to them. I try to help by giving them voice to their self-sacrifice and work ethic. We have to help each other through this storm, there is sunshine on the other side!”

Patricia Wynn Brown
Writer and Performer
Medicine and the Arts Board
Author: ESSENTIAL STORIES: Medicine During COVID-19 and the Lives of Practitioners at The OSU Wexner
Medical Center

Mrs. Laudi’s Pies

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Mrs. Laudi’s Pies

Mrs. Laudi was a jolly old woman who loved to bake pies. She believed that every pie she made had a secret ingredient that could make anyone happy no matter what. Her pies quickly arose to stardom by word-of-mouth. They were both delicious to the taste and beautiful to behold. One day, there was a new king in the village. He swore that Mrs. Laudi’s pies could have no effect on him one way or another. He was a very angry man and felt that he could not be persuaded to change. He also was not one to enjoy the taste of sweet things period! The King went on to make many new laws as time went by and the people in the village suffered deeply. Some chose not to stay and went on to distant lands if they were able to escape the retaliation from the king and escape without being beheaded or worse. However, Mrs. Laudi was one of the ones who remained behind. She continuously tried to persuade the king that one bite of her pie would bring him happiness, fulfillment, and personal gain but, he was stubborn and continuously refused to taste it. One day, a terrible storm came, and depleted the villagers out of most if, not all of their food supply. Even many of the vegetables were uprooted. It was also during the fall season and the people in the village could not foresee the food supply being replenished anytime soon. Suddenly, Mrs. Laudi had an idea. If I could scrape up enough items and make a pie, she thought then I could make everyone in the village happy, including the King. Mrs. Laudi began by gathering muddy carrots, grass, flower seed and strawberries she had noticed, growing on a vine. In the distance she could see bees buzzing on honeycomb that had not been destroyed by the storm. She used the honey to sweeten the pie. For the crust, she had some leftover flour that she had stored in a barrel. For oil, she used a slice of bacon and the drippings left over from breakfast she had eaten prior to the start of storm. She began. In place of a rolling pin, she used an old glass pop bottle she found lying alongside the road. She mixed and assembled everything at once. Because there was no power, she used bricks and stones and sticks and created an oven. On top of the crust, she rubbed a small bit of oil to give the appearance of golden brown. People came from all over the village as the wind blew the scent of Mrs. Laudi’s freshly baked pie throughout the air. Mrs. Laudi began to sing and so did the villagers. The king came out of his palace to see what was going on. When he smelled the pies, he quickly demanded that they be given to him and that Mrs. Laudi would bake for him continually. This made the people angry but, there was nothing they could do. After all, the king’s army was bigger and stronger than they were. As Mrs. Laudi continued making her delicious pie all the villagers including Mrs. Laudi noticed that her king was becoming fatter and fatter, so fat that he would have tummy aches. This made the king angry so, he ordered Mrs. Laudi to leave the palace and she was thrown into prison at once. The people were happy because once again they could feed of the spoils of the land in their stomachs full. But they were saddened in their hearts because dear Mrs. Laudi was in jail. As Mrs. Laudi slept, her tears would meet underneath her chin and dampener her pillow. One night the guard said to her that if she would make him a pie, he would set her free. So, at midnight when the king was asleep the guard took Mrs. Laudi out of prison and to his home. She baked him one of the most delicious pies she had ever made. She gathered nuts and raisins and sugar, and a pinch of kindness. The guard ate to his heart’s content. He kept his word and put her on a horse and sent her away to a far and distant land. The people in the new village welcomed Mrs. Laudi with open arms and she made some of the best pies ever. When the new villagers heard what the old king had done, the new king summoned the old King to punish him and stand trial. The old king became very frightened and begged Mrs. Laudi to forgive him. He confessed that her pies were delicious, and that he felt happy when he ate them. Mrs. Laudi forgave the old king, and he was sentenced to gather all the ingredients for Mrs. Laudi’s pies and the villagers and everyone ate to their hearts content and passed her recipes down from generation to generations to come. Mrs. Laudi and the villagers lived happily ever after.

Cynthia Price
Writer, Poet, Lyricist, Mother
Retired from OSU College of Medicine 2018

Pandemic Still Life

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Pandemic Still Life
Took this photo in April 2020 as it captured a still life that embodied what it was like early in the pandemic with empty shelves in the grocery stores and daily TV briefings.

Mary Beth Fontana, MD
Photographer
Faculty Emeritus, Cardiovascular Medicine
OSU College of Medicine Professor or the Year 2005
Inaugural Last Lecture 2017

Essential Stories: Emily Evans

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Emily Evans, BSN, RN

This is Fine

     Emily Evans returned to work last Monday and when she did, the welcome she received moved her to tears. The tears came again in this telling.
     “I was gone 40 days and 40 nights. It was practically biblical. First, we were in quarantine exposed to Covid by a family member, then my 11-year-old daughter contracted Covid, then I did. When I returned to work Monday and before she even had her coat off, put her stuff down, or grabbed a cup of coffee, my co-worker, Sarah Szczepanik, arrived and said, ‘Where’s Emily?’ She found me and hugged me tight.”
     Emily is an Oncology Nurse for The Ohio State University Hospitals. When she speaks of the support she has received she pauses, breathes, then wipes her eyes.
     The Bing Crosby character, Father O’Malley, in the old movie, “The Bells of St. Mary’s,” said to Ingrid Berman as the nun, “If you need anything, dial ‘O for O’Malley’.” Emily has her own understanding “O’Malley,” her colleague Dr. David O’Malley, who has been a pillar of support for her. “I couldn’t have weathered this and all without him,” she explained.
     Dedication to her patients is paramount for this 34-year-old nurse and when she speaks of them, some whose time on earth grows short, her emotions get the most of her. One of the patients going through chemo has a child now with Covid. Another patient’s husband died alone from Covid. Emily discovered that a patient beginning a trial treatment this coming week lives in the house next door to Emily’s beloved deceased grandmother’s old house. She hopes Grandma Dorothy will help that patient from above, as she has helped Emily through the years.
     “In the beginning of the epidemic I put this meme [below] up in our office. See? flames all around and we are just carrying on as if things were fine. This detached, yet still deeply caring attitude, helps us function and not be overwhelmed.”

     “In the early Covid days,” Emily continued, “for three months, as a precaution, my kids had to be away with my parents and other relatives. I would go to work, come home and break into hives each night alone. It was scary. It just gets really hard. I am not on the Covid frontlines but I am tired, so so tired.”
     Along with work, and as a single mom, Emily also has her three children schooling virtually at home. “Some days I do work from home and one day,” Emily recalled, “I was on a video call as the mailman knocked, Camryn was learning juggling with plastic bags, the dog was barking, for music class the twins were singing, When the Saints Go Marching In, so I gave up trying to display a totally professional office screen appearance. We are at war with this Covid and life is complicated. We just need to carry on the best we can and appreciate and protect each other. My patients understand.”
     When we emerge from the pandemic, Emily and her colleagues, in their offices at Mill Run, have an idea for their victory celebration. “We are going to remove that meme posted in March, which is now slipping down the wall and curling up at the edges, and get rid of it,” she said. “Maybe we will bring in a marching band.”

Pat Wynn Brown
Writer and Performer
Medicine and the Arts Board
Author: ESSENTIAL STORIES: Medicine During COVID-19 and the Lives of Practitioners at The OSU Wexner Medical Center

Empowerment

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Empowerment
(Presented as a gift to Ada Stewart, MD, President, American Academy of Family Physicians)

Brian Bachelder, MD
Past President, Ohio Academy of Family Physicians
Hometown: Mount Gilead, Ohio
Artistic Media: Foiled Stained Glass

Cabin Retreat

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Cabin Retreat
This is our cabin we retreat to, to be warmed by the fire, to reflect, to be grateful and to let our souls rejuvenate.
We know we are so fortunate to have this blessed place and try to support, in many ways, those less fortunate.
Life, like flowers, will blossom after the cold for most, but not all of us.
We offer grateful prayers for those whose who are, and will, suffer great loss and longing from this dark night.

Paul A. Weber, MD
Professor Emeritus
Department of Ophthalmology and Visual Science
The Ohio State University College of Medicine
Wexner Medical Center

Mindful Meditation…Wilbur’s Way

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Mindful Meditation…Wilbur’s Way:
“A few simple tips for life: feet on the ground, head to the skies, heart open, quiet mind.”
-Rasheed Ogunlaru

Jody Glasser Sobol
Photographer
Medical Student Mom
Voices in Humanism Advisor

Gates Failing

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Gates Failing
OSU College of Medicine Class of 2022

Gates Failing enjoys meeting interesting people, exploring new regions and cultures, and laughing at the absurdities of life. You can catch him cruising down Neil Avenue on his bike or whipping up a homemade loaf with his bread machine.

Artists: Phillip Anjum (photographer) and Elizabeth Auckley (painter)
Medium: Oil paint on printed canvas
Artist Statement: We are current medical students at The Ohio State University College of Medicine. For our Portrait Project, each student was first photographed ‘in their element’; in a space where they felt comfortable. The photos were then completely de-saturated and then printed on canvas to represent the depersonalization that medical school experience may instill as well as the constant disorientation that comes with embracing a completely new and uncertain world. The colors painted back onto the canvas represents the uniqueness of each individual that shines through the showcase of the human faces of future physicians who will be caring for patients across the country and the world.

Go Bucks!

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Jody Glasser Sobol
Photographer
Medical Student Mom
Voices in Humanism Advisor

Eve of Destruction

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A few days after George Floyd’s murder on 5/25/2020 gripped our nation, I refreshed the lyrics to Barry McGuire’s classic 1965 anti-Vietnam War protest anthem. It usually takes me a long time to complete a song, but the words to Eve of Destruction (Election of Destruction) flowed onto the computer screen very quickly. It was Friday night, the end of the typically busy work week and I needed to express feelings of outrage from that most tragic event, in the context of a COVID-19 pandemic and against the wider lens of societal disintegration we have experienced over these past four years. I shared this with a circle of fellow lovers of folk music who regularly meet on Saturday mornings (previously in-person at the Worthington Farmer’s Market and at the time of this writing, virtually on Zoom) and received their positive feedback. I initially envisioned turning this into a film incorporating video and still images taken from current events. I reached out to a music production team to record the song. As things turned out, the film portion never took off (so if anyone has interest in creating a film, please let’s collaborate). One of the music producers asked me what I was going to do with it. I thought about it and came around to the idea of a YouTube video to encourage people to vote on Election Day, 2020. A friend pointed out that the lyrics leave the listener wanting for an answer. That led to the idea of adding words addressed to the listener of this lyric video during instrumental break, the outro and finale, “GO VOTE!!!” as a solution. With Election Day now behind us, it’s an almost cathartic ending to the song.

In the spirit of Folk Music, please feel free to sing and play along – chord changes and words are matched and syllables bolded “on the beat” for ease of “jamming”.

Hear the song by visiting: https://youtu.be/u0-gNwDAcz4

 

Steven W. Ing, MD, MSCE
Associate Professor of Clinical Medicine
Division of Endocrinology, Diabetes, and Metabolism
Lyricist, Singer

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